2. I think my artistic spark has died. I no longer paint, barely draw, and have a Bamboo drawing tablet that I've used twice in the last year. I have no idea how to get back into it. That's a lie.. I do have one idea: cancel my internet connection. (I suspect this might work, but I'm half afraid!)
3. I have all of these novel ideas floating in my head. Again, no creativity or will to write. I've heard that Stephen King locks himself in a plain room when he really needs to write. I'm not sure this would work for me because I'm fantastic at disappearing into a story in my head. I would probably just do this and not write anything at all.
4. I want to get a gym membership. I want to take some yoga and dance classes. I have no idea what I'm waiting for.
5. I found a recently launched website relating to the cancer that I had as a kid. It has a section on "Late Effects" regarding the things to watch for in the future. I had no idea that I was at risk for so many things, or that I have certain conditions strictly as a result of my treatment. Man. Something else to supposedly worry about. Why was I not informed?
6. I need to start seeing the world through rose-coloured glasses like I used to. I realize that I would then be more naive, but naivety seems very comforting sometimes.
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Sorry for the negative post. It's actually my attempt at stirring myself into action. Get off that couch! Get to the gym! Start looking at the bright side of things! :)
1 comment:
Henny.
I've been fighting an addiction to the internet for a while. For the second part of my christmas holiday, I turned off my computer and only turned it on when I really needed to do something (like research for a sunday school lesson). It really helped me kick the habit of wanting to turn it on everyday and read blogs/watch tv/WASTE TIME. I dunno if it would work for you, but maybe give yourself a time limit or a time to shut off the laptop, no matter what. <3
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